18 wins and 1 GIANT Loss

let's just say it was worth staying up the entire night and losing my voice for :-)

Best. Super Bowl. Ever.

so Cindy went to see obama

and said he was a rockstar, like myself.

how come i never saw this before today

prince MURDERED IT

Jude 19:86

Ringo must eternally feel lucky like praz.

Obama won

Hillary is campaigning "just in case" for Florida, Michigan and is trying to find out how many ghost delegates she can get for OZ (her people have been seen in Kansas wearing ruby slippers at barns).

7 billion dollars!!!!!!!!

This guy may be the hands down worse trader in the history of traders. AT LEAST get filthy friggin' rich while doing illegal activities CRIME IS SUPPOSED TO PAY (at least white collar crime). Friggin' idiot.

meet kenny

kenny is a disfigured white tiger and his best friend and cell roommate's name is Willie who is really, really cross eyed.

*attaches scope and zooms*

I'm looking for a job in a forcefully focused manner at this time. I learned that I HATE writing resumes and an appreciate that I have so many writer friends that were nice enough to help me out in that direction previously. Alas it doesn't help over here as much because English isn't people's native tongues and the amazing verbiage draws blank stares. Anyhoo I've sent my resume to no less than 40 people this morning before 9 am so I'm hoping to hear something in the near, near future. I'm thinking about going back to school as well.

On a totally different off key note I installed Ubuntu via Parallels the other day and am quite impressed by that OS and to think it's free? I can run it without my macbook sounding like it's about to take off which never happened in XP or Vista previously and it's soo damn light :-)

Slick Willy needs to back the fuck off of Obama, it's becoming annoying that he's so secure with the bullshit "first black president" crap that he even tries to push on things like race.

Back to my resume sending and job altercation productivity.

LiTTle Wayne arrested, again.

it amazes me how people who are obviously targets for your local area Sheriff Jimbob and his first ever national news coverage chance don't ride clean, or at least semi clean with a lawyer on board. If I were dude I'd have the lawyer from Huff roll shotgun everywhere I go and if I didn't say NO I'd have 007 type compartments lined with peanut butter.

Heath Ledger was found dead

and Hillary's accusation that Obama was working with a "slumlord" is starting to get legs.

The Debate

I'm still trying to see the entire debate because it came on at 2am and after staying up the entire previous night to watch the AFC and NFC Championship (sorry Brett!) it was impossible to see it. I've been seeing bits and pieces of it and it actually looks interesting. I can say that this election shows a strong need for the younger age groups to go ahead and take the baton out of the crusty Civil Rights generation's greedy hands.

the sweetest taboo

Quickie 7 month(!!!) wrap up?

-  I became a daddy to a beautiful little girl named Zora in Oct.  Zora is a super genius and is getting ready to start school at Yale in the fall.  Z's hobbies include poo-ing and eating.  

- I have fallen off the wagon and hopped back on constant CNN watching, and CNN International at that.  CNN international plays the same shit over and over again but I somehow find it relaxing though rarely informative.

-  Google Reader and I have a love/hate relationship.  I love it for keeping all the stuff I read there for me to know when it's updated but I've become obsessed with getting through the 1000s of things I have to read on it.

- I got an iPhone the day we went to the hospital and it helped us in the delivery, it also has baby sat and many other useful things, which is why my heart dropped last Sunday when it dropped like a foot and the face cracked :-(  It's unlocked because they haven't released it here in Sweden and after talking to the Apple Store they would charge $249 for me to replace it but it would be updated to the latest firmware (which isn't cracked.)  Soooo I'm walking around moaning to myself in low discreet and manly tones.

- L deux officially backs Obama due to the fact that he watches the Wire.

- Hillary officially irks LDeF since she keeps talking like she was president, or in public service before.  Let's tell the truth: Hillary is not Bill Clinton and won't be the same president plus she's only held one elected position and only since 2001.

- If I was cakey, with a need for a back up computer I'd get this

soo i'm going to be dad

*no longer will this anorexic blog have apologies for long "breaks"

okay moving along, i'm going to be a dad! yep, me... a dad.. someone's daddy... sounds strange i know but 'tis still true and when is the due date you ask me? October 26, 2007. Yep it's sorta around-the-corner-yet-still-annoyingly-far-away but i'm enjoying the quietness for now.

i've racked up a lot of miles since my last post (been to home for a month, London etc.) Also i've been working hard at my top secret job -- of which i'm on the second week of a month vacation. i'll stand up admit that i, l, am an addict to my beautiful 4th xbox which i light candles too and do a finger crunching dance to regularly. oh! i got to see my nephew, after a few years, and am STLL the cool uncle! yay! never know with 13 year old's, 'specially in this day and age. i even let him beat me at fifa... notice the word "let" which should have a disclaimer after it but i'm not really going to do that.

wifey is fine and her stomach is rather large now. i have even coerced the little mini me into responding to my voice on specific commands, obviously the kid knows who's in charge already.

stay focused.

/l

i'm starting not to like kids

i still like babies and who can hold a grudge against any kid that still wears a built in toilet system but the ones that know better? not a fan. 'specially now. winter showed up rather late and put a nice layer of snow down which is relaxing to offset the sun's winter heroin addiction. well, when i'm in between Gears of War online matches I'll grab a smoke on the balcony. the snow that i see from the balcony has been well preserved and it looks like a perfectly iced cake (something i find relaxing and appreciate). today i headed out to gaze intently on my two week obsession when what do you know? some kids, ran though the snow messing that perfect area up. hence my dislike. i keep checking my weather widget to see when it's going to snow again in hopes that it's enough to cover up those little bastards footprints....

clearly

last night stopped over a friend of mine's house to check out his 42 inch plasma tv with the 360 hooked up to it... uh.. it kinda fucked it up for me once i got home and angrily stared at my tv. of course without a job the concept of actually getting one isn't even an ideal i can throw around BUT i am allowed to be damn irritated.

it was soooo, beautiful and it had these lights in the back (that I originally though were just there like 80's electronics stuff), these light light up depending on what's going on on the screen and it's perfection.

edit-tation

oh-kay i was was abnormally wrong on my original view of NBA 2k7. To put it bluntly i was dead friggin wrong, it's the dopest sports game that i've ever played, period.

i accept that my perfection needs some type of fine tuning, from time to time to maintain it's nirvana and this was was on those times.....

oh lost my job today, kinda a downer but in some ways.. well i'm staying positive and über focused... more later.

stay black.. or white.. or asian.. or whatever the hell you are.

happy turkey day people

i got xbox 360'ed up today with 2k7 (not impressed going back tomorrow) though the xbox IS impressive so it's fluffy smiley faces over here. what's your tgday looking like in your direction? i am now going to bed, downloading demos on here is hella slow btw.

Grandma's got a gun

Sadly this revolutionary 92 year old grandma died after shots from the man but she did put 3 of them into the hospital, which is saying something for someone born in 1914.


In other news the fact that there is no Thanksgiving seems to put Swedes & Americans at a lost.... why in the fuck would swedes celebrate thanksgiving here? why would swedes wonder when 'their' thanksgiving is? as i've stated before, repeatedly, i DO NOT celebrate it in the historical context but in the family, food, beer and football manner -- making it my all time second favorite holiday AFTER my birthday (which hopefully will go into world wide recognition by next year).

the "kramer" thing is a moot point to me, at this point, though one must wonder what in the flying fuck this dude was on to go on & on & on like that. Can't Truss 'Em (c) P.E.

TriForce

While keeping abreast of the PS3 and Wii release this weekend, hey it's interesting and the PS3 won't be here till March (bastards). I came across a story about the first guy in line for the Wii in New York's Time Square who legally changed his name to Triforce. In the article the mentioned that he's 29 years old and I immediately pictures a white dude who lived with his mom (i'm saying where in the flying hell would a grown as man have freed money and time to pull off standing in line for a week to buy video games?) I also assumed, as most would, that the closest thing to sex he ever had was that banned part in GTA. I was wrong. Very wrong. Dude is black, married (lives in my beloved Harlem no less)and has traveled the globe playing video games. He has a gamer's collective called the Empire of Arcadia which in considered one of the best in the world AND MTV did a mini documentary on him and his collective.... Besides legally changing his name to Triforce (sorry but that's an L) I actually respect dude and apologize cyber-ly to him being the butt of my monday morning jokes along with THIS guy.

as my british coworker said: only in america

refusing to forget

my parents died on the 15th of November 1981 as a result of a car accident in which my brother and I were in. I wasn't hurt bad but my little brother, David, died from his injuries on the 25th of November. I was six. Instead of tell the whole drawn out story about how I never cried (because there was no one to cry to, at least that's the way I saw it at the time). I simply want to remember them... it gets harder and harder all the time. I remember when I felt this cold feeling when I realized that I couldn't remember my mom's voice anymore or my brother's. Contrary to popular belief I'm actually not as depressed as one would think about it, it's something that I've existed with all of my life so it's really not that strange but there are backlashes to it that pop up from time to time. I won't have them there for anything in my life from marriage to having a child. My future children won't have grandparents. I don't really have anyone to call and release to, in a real sense of the word, I kinda never let down my guard because of that. On the other hand I'll never have to worry about my parents growing old, having medical problems and eventually dying. The 15th of November is also the birthday of my 'little sister' Carla who was killed along with my best friend in 1999. I used to always tell her how much I hated her birthday... now I really do. I can remember her well though and it's easier to place pieces of her in my memory banks to save because I know what you forget. Anyway, I'm sitting here at work remembering them... like i said, i'm not depressed simply refusing to forget...